he's leaving

the news came by as a shock.. i still cant believe it.. just as we strt to patch things up again.. you're leaving. why? why are your parents desperately want u away...? i just dont get it.

i need u..
u know that.
but now ur leaving me

12th october egypt.

great. can this get any better.
we dont get to celebrate raya together..
u only have a few days before raya then u leave
im afraid i might not be able to see u.

im afraid things get so bad..
im afraid to loose u

i love you sufyan

u cant go.
just not...not now
i need u

you'll be gone for 5 years
i dont think
things are going to be like it is now
im scared u might change

shots of people ; nikon d60

so the first shot was a pic of my cousin, diyana, second my dearly beloved mother. caught her picture off guard.. she didnt like it as she complains her pore as so visible.. hmm.. theres always photoshope.. and the 2 pics below is my cousin and her lil friend shot at a bday party. they had this sweet white dresses on. well so young so innocent eyh.. :)