he's leaving

the news came by as a shock.. i still cant believe it.. just as we strt to patch things up again.. you're leaving. why? why are your parents desperately want u away...? i just dont get it.

i need u..
u know that.
but now ur leaving me

12th october egypt.

great. can this get any better.
we dont get to celebrate raya together..
u only have a few days before raya then u leave
im afraid i might not be able to see u.

im afraid things get so bad..
im afraid to loose u

i love you sufyan

u cant go.
just not...not now
i need u

you'll be gone for 5 years
i dont think
things are going to be like it is now
im scared u might change